Deeper into thought
these dreams are turning into nightmares
Spiraling around inside my head
I'm locked in here alone
Abandoning the idea of existence
I can't let go
even of the thought of you
the scent of you
my heart grows firm, cold
hardened by my feeling of failure
each day the light gets dimmer
happiness fades more and more
with each passing second
no laughter
no love
no feeling except regret.
Just a heart made of tissue and stone
diving further into this hell.
Knowing nothing but fragments of another life
that could have been
It could have been me and you
but you fucked it up
oh no, wait, no.
I fucked it up
and things will never
ever
be the same
and now I know I'm the one to blame.