Edit/Departure

from You Get So Alone At Times That It Just Makes Sense by Colors

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lyrics

I'm feeling distant and angry
My loneliness is increasing
and I can't shake this
It clings to my bones like muscles underneath
Each day gets harder to swallow
further dragging me underneath
I keep waiting for the helping hand
but I think it is too weak

and I'm too far gone for help now
Theirs nothing you can do
I can't be saved as long as the past
is what is making me sink

the soils soft under my feet
I kneel down to rip through the seam
looking to find answers to problems
beneath the stone and dirt and leaves

looking for fragments of the past
hidden with loss of love ones
find pieces of me

and these departures aren't just for souls
they are pictures and words and looks
they burn through my clothes
embedding into my skin
each scar, a different story
each scar, a lifetime
reminder of things I can never leave
and things ill never have again

but I know one day ill be strong
or at least that's what I like to think
It would be much easier
if I had something or someone else to blame.

I'm trying to figure out a remedy
before i sit around and let it eat
The whiskey seems to make me forget
but I cant cure these voices I hear
I must try harder
must keep going
be vigilant
before I shut off from everything
everything around me

I wont let the past get the best of me
I know it will never leave
I will never forget
but I cant let it take me
No, I wont let it take over again
If I can't take me back
then this will be the end